Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Tired and Drained...

It's true that you can't have everything...

I'm still in the office and it's already 9:41 in the evening...
I'm so tired...so hungry...so sleepy...

I'm happy that I finally got to do what I want...but this is the price I have to pay...

Anyways... hi guys...
Hope everyone's doing fine...Me?!...all I want to do right now is go home and have a good night sleep...I still have a presentation tomorrow...and guess to whom I would be presenting... well...they're nobodies... to you...because they are just one of the biggest bosses here...waaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!

And after all that?!!...actually, It's just the start...

Got to go guys... Need to work again... :' )

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Finally...

it's official....we're back in each others arms....wahehehe...ewww...corny!

hehehhe... kami na ulit.. ;)

great day ahead to all.... ;)

Monday, June 19, 2006

To forgive and forget...

Good morning everyone...

Just wanna share how i feel right now...

You know...I had this fight with my brother...how?why?
Let's just say that we misunderstood each other...but that was not really what hurt me most...it's the fact that he chose someone else over me...that he did not even mind hurting me...(i mean emotionally..ok...)...so after that night...the psy-war began...

It lasted more than a week...I did not talk to him the whole time..it is as if he never existed...then..there came a time that he started saying 'Alis na ko...' everytime he goes to work... but still I did not respond...yeah...i know...you might say that I'm too harsh... but you know, I want to teach him something...make him realize that he should know who/what he should prioritize and show respect...it's not always that people who cares for him would understand him...that he could lose them if he doesn't learn how to value them appropriately...and I want to teach him how to say 'sorry' or atleast make a move to fix things...

So how did it end? just this morning... I woke up and reached for a cup of milk...then i saw inside the refrigerator a box of muffins...with it a note that says...' For you... Bati na tayo...Tayo na nga lang dalawa nag-aaway pa tayo...Luvu! ..... '...awww.... I almost cried...out of joy...Yeah...It's not the 'Sorry' that I wanted..but I know that's what he meant...

So I left the house this morning with a light heart...smiling to myself thinking of the note that I left for him... Oh...drama... I guess this is what we both get from watching too much telenovelas...hehehe... But i loved it! I love my bro... ;)

Great day ahead guys...Need to go back to work...

Friday, June 02, 2006

Free Spirit...

I have this friend..whom I can say is one of the truest one I have....No time and distance can ever change our friendship...It has depth that crosses all boundaries...

And few days ago..after a long,long time of no communication...he called...and I know that there's something wrong..I know that at that time, more than anything else...He needs me...and nothing can keep me from being there for him...not even high fever and pain of being sick...

We talked...updated each other of the things that had happened in our own respective lives...and as he relayed his life...I've realized that I missed him so much..He's one of my dearest most treasured ones...and somehow I regret not being with him as he journeyed through his life...and envied the people whom he had shared his journey with...But,then that's the beauty of our friendship...coz eventhough I was not with him physically...He knows and I know that we're always there for each other...

After our talk...I'm so thankful that I have him...and I felt a sense of fulfillment coz I know that I was able to touch his life...I was moved when he said that there are only 3 important women in his life, his mom, grandma and me...and he is not what he is without me...I never felt so needed and treasured...

To you my dear friend...time will come that you will live a life apart from me...I know you will...coz that's the kind of person you are...a free spirit...just remember that even free spirits get tired of wandering...and when you do... you know where and how to find me...you know how much I love you...I'm always here to comfort you...repair your wings...so you can fly again as high as you can...as far as you want...

Looking Forward...

For the longest time...I've been ranting about my relatinship with...you know who....
Well,got good news for you guys...I guess he had finally realized that we're going nowhere...and he has finally admitted his imperfections...the things that I cannot stand...Don't get me wrong.I know It's a two process...That I cannot change one person to fit my needs..my wants...But it's not that simple...All I want is what's best for both of us...Coz Love is not always the answer...I know you know what I mean...

And now...He's changing..for the better...I can feel his efforts...Now I can truly say that he really do love me...I just hope it's for good..then...I can finally say that It's Him...The One i'd want to spend the rest of my days with... Hay...Never felt happier....Never felt more loved!

Sick..

Hi guys...i'm here again...

How's everyone?Hope you're all doing well... Me? Well...I just recovered from a sickness...I was ill for almost a week...yeah...so I took a leave from all the work and stress...

Actually,I really don't know what made me sick...I guess over fatigue...too much stress...yeah...I'm so stressed out from work...I remembered from my last blog saying that I'm enjoying my work...yes I did...I still do...however, my body got tired...and so I got sick...maybe I needed some time off...

It's true what they say...'You cannot have everything...There's no such thing as perfect job...It's up to you to make it the perfect one...' I just hope I can adjust to it as soon as I can...

Friday, February 17, 2006

Elo...

Hello everyone...just an update...

Well..I've started working in the my new company...Citibank...everyone is nice and very professional...I can say that the people here are a little different from the ones in AUB and NEC...but in a good way...they're very professional and work oriented..not that my ex officemates aren't like that...they're about 2 notches higher...wehehehe...or should I say the crowd is more mature though the age range is almost the same with my two previous companies...no teasing..no petty fights...and heavier work loads...hehehe...just as I wanted...and the best thing about my new work is that I get to do what I love most...I've never felt more contented...hay...I know you're all happy for me...thanks...wehehehe...guess I've found what I really want...yahoo!!!

I'm hoping to build good working relationships with them and to find true friends, like what I had in AUB and NEC...

So 'til then..keep in touch guys...hope to see you one of these days... ciao! ;)

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Another Day...

Well...since I'm on vacation..I have all the time to post in my blog...hahahha...I guess that's one benefit of having no work...yet...

Oh well...just like to write down some things...I just had a civil fight with Migs...again... I'm not sure if he cannot understand me or I don't understand him...He's jealous of the time I'm spending with my NEC friends eventhough he knew very well what we're going thru...oh well...maybe he's not used to having someone to share my time with...

Also...there were things that happened these past few days that made me realize that no matter how I try to make things less painful,less harmful and less heartbreaking...it doesn't change the fact that I'm causing pain,harm and heart aches...I just hope that I could find ways to get out of this situation or probably keep 'em away from it...arrrggg...why me?why 'em?why not?!!@! Does love and excitement go together?or Is it love when you get excited?hahahha...

Whatever!!!!!!!!! Oh well..eventually...things will put into place...I just hope soon...

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

New Year...New Beginning...

Hay...it's been a long,long time...so many things had happened that I don't even know where to start...All I can say is life...sometimes...can be really really so ironic!!! But then things happen for a reason and few weeks from now...I'm off to another company... Yup...you read it right...I'm leaving again...but it's not as simple as you think...Too many things happened that I can't put words into it...

A new year has come..and I wish all my friends, old and the new found ones...all the luck and happiness...may we have a more blessed and fruitful year ahead..

To My Friendships... Thanks for sticking with me...thick or thin...happy or sad...dead or alive...for the past years...I'm forever thankful to have all of you...I'm looking forward to a stronger,happier,more fun and more love- filled friendship this coming year and years to come...mwah!!! ;)

To AUB Friends... I'm missing everyone...I'll try to visit you one of these days, before I start working again...heheheh...

To NEC Friends... I'm missing everyone...as much as everyone misses everyone else...heheheh...goodluck to all of us! Smile, Stand tall...We're too great to feel sad... Keep in touch and Don't ever forget me...coz I won't ever forget all of you...

So...that's it for now...I'll try to update my blog as often as possible...Keep in touch guys! ;)

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